I dont know what to say!?

Well, This my be quit hard to get but, i just found out the guy i thought was my dad isn't my dad, its not like i was raised by my mom and my 'dad', only my mom, and the guy that is my dad, lets call him bill, isn't the kind of guy i want to be my dad, he's racist, homophobic, and biopolor. when he came to meet me, all we did was fight, i ran off alot and did some stupid things. he's in jail now for something he did before he met me, and he keeps writing me letters, and i can talk to one (out of four) of my brothers that i just found out about too, i'm kind of scared. i dont want to talk to 'bill' but i want to talk to my broher, but i dont want him to be like 'bill' AT ALL! and i dont even know what to say. My life is like one big soap opera. and i really want some help. What do i say to my brother? should i talk to 'bill', and should i just forget about his problems and get to know him, even though his problems come out every time we start to get along? what do you all think?

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i dont think your borther will be like bill in the future..and you should give bill a chance to be good..even though hes in jail now he might be regretting now the bad things he have done and probably wants to prove you that he can change if he gets out..

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Try talking to your other slibings. just beacuse the dad was like that. dosent mean his sons will.

If it dosent work it. it be diffuclt but you need to be brave.

I am sorry this happen to you. Hope for the best for you. good luck!
try talking to your brothers and try to find out what bill is Reilly like as a person then if you do not like what you hear then you can decide not to talk to him but do try to keep in contact with your brothers